A former professor of mine, from 15 yrs. ago (not the one in the other?
question) got talked to about stating his feelings about a certain nationality and immigrants from that nation. He may have been let go or maybe he was retiring anyway as he was there I think 23 years. What do you think of this? Do you know who it is? His name begins with an 'F' and he is from CSU-P. I used to really have a crush on him. He is a tall Scottish man and we lived two blocks over from him and I used to hope he would see me sometimes on his way to work or just his way up or on the side of my street . . .becuase he'd go that way a lot pretty much because he had to. He was/is married to a woman from Korea or Thailand or Malaysia . .or something. He still looked pretty good the last time that I saw him. He has two kids and they look just OK . . .because they got a weird mix of nationalities in them . . as his wife and he look so very different. I WANTED him. Oh I miss living there . .and those years . . sometimes that's the only way I can tolerate the present is to just live in the past in my mind. You can check . . I am there a lot. Just THERE living in the late 80's and 90's. I just GO there. And I am there. Forever . . .Driving my car to school . . .sitting in class. . .walking thru the halls . . .asking questions in class . . .adjusting my hair outside a professors office . . .loving all the professors in a father like way . ..I will haunt a Univ. when I am dead. Probably that one. But the sad thing is . . all those professors won't be there anymore. What should I do? I don't want to work . I really have some issues around working. I am no longer indepently wealthy. I need to meet a nice educated cooth man with enough money that I don't have to work . . and maybe one who is enough older than me that I don't have to worry about him getting tired of me or having the option to do better than me or even thinking . . . or even thinking that he has the option. Should I go BACK to that town . . and see who is still available from that univ. that I liked and then prursue them and try to get married. There is one that is really sad . . he looks like sh*t now. . .unfortunately . . .and he was a dream before . . . He grew his hair long and grey in a pony-tail in back and his eyes look Very Gaunt. He dresses in very long sweaters that he didn't wear before . . I guess to hid some love handle or something . . .but I swear, unless it's to hide a colostomy bag . . I'd rather SEE whatever he would be hiding. . .than him wear these funky hippy-looking sweaters. But I still LOVE him.. I used to hear "Your eyes" by Peter Gabriel and think of him on the way to school and after school. I LOVED him.
Public Comments
- No, and don't care either
